our, story.

2009-08-31T01:30:00.010+08:00

HENG NV BUY THAT SHIRT, IF NOT SAME AS SOME DOG.

muahahhaa!

went to orchard today w R.

great time. loveee was in the air ♥

bought his advance bday pressie. he was so unwilling to choose cause it's a pressie from me

BB, you are more addicitive than choco. lol

i am demanding, but absolutely not materialistic.

all i need is time.

i cross my heart, that we'll be happy forever

2009-08-30T01:47:00.002+08:00

don't we have sufficient problems?

why add others to it ?

6 hours is too fucking long

2009-08-28T02:21:00.009+08:00

REPLAY 2:08 - 2:19 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO I DONT!!!

AND SO,

EXAMS ARE FUCKING OVER. good riddance

WOOOOOOOHOOOO!

kind of weird feeling looking at my hairspray and examination notes :S

marketing and accounting totally used up majority of my already pathetic amount of brain juice

hence, the half an hour stoning during today's last paper

then i remembered that i wrote the points out on the question paper but not on the answer booklet even though i had half an hour to write. great

with the additional problem of a guai lan invigilator :@

manpuku after accounting was great. that was the point i started my holiday mood.

spent 2 days watching youtube X factor auditioning videos and not spending time studying instead

literally laughed my ass off while watching old vid of american idol worst contestants.

viewing vids of leona lewis, kelly clarkson, carrie underwood's first audition. omg i sound so old

the holidays are here and i need. to. work. v. badly.

i am cash strapped. hope i can find a job w bao at northpoint.

next up, SENTOSA.

studying there for the whole of next sem

i wanna go tan between lessons and eat my curry fishballs. lol

really hope i'd get same lec slots with some ppl i knw. at least one :<

AND same class as ah bao, i am so gonna kidnap ms q*ah(before they call me up to 5-11 office like the other time -.-) and beg her to place me and bao in the same class

i think we are the biggest loser and the only few ppl left w CDS :<

doubt i will even wake up and travel all the way to the other end of the purple line.

it'll be peak hour madness. oh no.

actually i am quite afraid that i will lose my free access card to sentosa, based on my record of losing my ez link card (6, 7 times)

alright, i am hiding a secret. and it don't feels good.

i had nv hide anything from bin before for... 5 years.

:( how?

on a side note, i really really freaking miss popcorn alot. :(

she is so adorable and tiny. unlike fatty meatball.

oh and yeah!! seoul garden tml!! weeeee!!!

is it true that all sakae outlets have ended buffets? omg this is the end of my life :<

2009-08-12T22:33:00.001+08:00

SSM IS OVER !!

I THINK MY HOKKIEN IS IMPROVING

2009-08-07T21:59:00.009+08:00

watched UP and agreed to die together.

not even a sceond faster. maybe i should die first

it's so adorable and sweet, i wanna go paradise falls too

does it exist ??

baby, i feel blessed and safe with you.

can we watch more movies ??? :D

ate seoul garden before that.

ate 6 scoops of ice cream for dessert

bin was begging to leave :(

i think today i need a well deserved break and ample time with bin

had been busy since last sunday.. rushing that fucking $17 portfolio

printing colour pictures amounted to a freaking $10, plus cab

running and badminton on monday was fun

teamed with rayner, and i think the sight of me playing badminton is quite hilarious

tues was fball. finally had some good direct shots.. yeah, like after gazillion tries

luckily calvin sent me home after the fball meeting at techno

weds was ... well, horrible. sugarloaf express wasn't the least fun.

it was freaking stressful and tiring

i was sooooo afraid we couldnt finish selling

i don even knw how to face the team if we couldnt sell finish

we were sweating buckets and no one wanted to buy those damn muffins.

THANK YOU EVERYONE THAT BOUGHT FROM ME :)

i thought we could sell alot due to my mass advertising during fball and the stupid band's perf

but it did no good. no good at all :(

oh well, but at least i had the exp

FINAL WEEK NEXT WEDS

omg!!! cant believe 14 fucking (pardon me) weeks just flew past

weds will be the best day of my life. bestest of the bestest day

still rem the first day of boot camp.

carrying bricks on banquet trays till my shoulders had blue blacks

going home w muscle aches caused by standing the whole day, carrying many bottles on tray and singing songs while withstanding the freaking weight of the plates

LOL!!!

no more of waking up in the morning to spray chemicals to hold ur hair

no more of cabbing at 6 every weds morning

no more of being a loser after fball , where everyone goes and eat while i go home "cause i have to wake up early tml"

no more of ... carrying plates?

no more of waiter's friend

no more of ssm! no more of ssm!

is this true???

i cant wait for it to end , seriously

no one can understand this feeling unless u went through it

BUT, i will still somehow miss it someday.

the exp i gained was priceless

ANYWAY, the theme is harry potter

go down and support if u can make it.!

friendly against SIM tml

wish me luck

oh, 8 aug tml. fuck this date. fuck u. hope u die tml

OH AND I AM GOING TO THE NDP THIS SUNDAY!

WEEE! FREE TICKET + KFC + SUPERB VIEW!! FREEEE!!! LOL

2009-08-01T21:26:00.001+08:00

robin : is eating your hobby ?

me : no, eating is my past time

robin: so what is your hobby?

me : eat buffet

...

me: what is your hobby?

robin : see you eat lor

2009-07-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

hey baby,

sometimes i wonder, did 5 years really pass by?

i wonder how u can be so patient and understanding

5 years with you was fun and meaningful

i'd never regret meeting you, never regret saying 'yes' on v day 2005, 10 pm

if i could be with you for full 5 years, i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you

i wanna hold your hand for as long as i can

i love you, & that'll be forever.

xoxo, liting

2009-07-19T22:23:00.004+08:00

OMG, WE BOUGHT ANOTHER HAMMIE TODAY :D

and it's name is ........................ MEATBALL.

awwwwwwwww , how cute. lol

meatball and popcorn fighting now :(

meatball bite popcorn. omg

bin is so poor thing, he have to deal with minced popcorn and meatball now. haha

actually we travelled all the way to suntec to see the hyperactive hamster that couldnt stop running

we were afraid popcorn will get depress (they will!) and die

the hyperactive hamster wasnt ther (probably died of exhaustion)

hence we were choosing and choosing

until we saw a salesgirl/boy (whatever her/his gender was) changing the gerbils tank

and omg, those gerbils are fucking scary, they jump like.. kangaroos ???

and their tail is so .... long

and i told him/her that we hadn't even hug popcorn before -.-

and she/he was like !!?? buy 2 months still haven touch her? (omg this is so embarassing)

and asked her/his senior to teach us

some fat and friendly salesgirl taught us how to carry hamsters

and bin learned it. i was too scared. i think it's phobia. lol

I think she was torturing it

she was waving the hamster in the air proudly -.-

after buying we went PoMo and eat some chicken ??

it's like kfc, and omg, they have buffet for fried chix and nuggets ??!

after eating $16 worth of chix, we went plaza sing and eat subway 0.0

xoxo, LT

2009-07-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

one more month to the end of sem

school is seriously making me sick.

marketing presentation tml.

tests galore from next week onwards. lol

i've been skipping lectures, i have no idea how to catch up at all

physical training is straining all my muscles and making me shag

however, i cant wait for saturday's friendly.

will be fun and .... crucial at the same time

as we are playing against the alumni and i think coach is gonna choose the competition team

pics of buffets is with bin

oh man, i miss him so badly.

popcorn is back at sengkang. i miss her so much :(

2009-07-08T23:43:00.001+08:00

2009-07-05T11:56:00.003+08:00

Argh, headache then woke up, eat medicine. Then can't sleep again, so decided to do something special for baby today. Since tomorrow start school already, and don't have much time to spend with baby.

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Cut orion into small picese. Cut potato into even size, cut the potato into small piece boil the potato, sprinker some salt to add some flavor.
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DADANG!!

Potato Salad!
p.s. but it turn out... Not as what i expected, not as nice as i expected. Oh gosh! But i really put in effort and time in it. Hope baby likes it.

2009-06-30T22:57:00.005+08:00

fell flat just now :(

friendly with ITE WEST

quite a good game, i think my staminar improve :D

so robin lau, stop commenting that i run like a duck

dad just came home from msia.

bin had been to my hse these few days

wish it can be like this everyday :(

yesterday,

sushi with bao, huna and mimi.

went home and eat duck rice + cup noodle

omg, i am a huge fatass

i fell asleep at 12 + while bin was playing his fishing game -.-

around 2, " bb, i go le. i go out myself, you sleep"

"huh. ok" when i was about to sleep back

" huh..... you really not sending me out ? "

-.-

popcorn had been really really guai

she let me pat :] she juat sit there like a tiny dog and let me sayang her

ssm tml. NO MORE TOP TABLE

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

2009-06-27T06:16:00.002+08:00

My mother told me something this morning, make me faint.
(In Chinese Conversation with my mother)
Mummy: "aye boy ar, Michael Jackson death liao le." (Very serious tone)
Me: " arr really ar."
Mummy: " haiya also good la, this kind of ugly monster die also good la, go plastic surgery make until himself like that."
Me: (No comments.)
Sorry to those Michael Jackson's fans, my mother is so not Micheal Jackson. And i didn't said anythings. So PLEASE don't flame me.

Michael Jackson is dead (August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009)
Michael Jackson had been administered an injection of the powerful painkiller Demerol about an hour before he lost consciousness. He was pronounced dead, while on the to hospital.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090626/ten-entertainment-us-music-jackson-1dc2b55.html
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2009/06/25/AR2009062504626.html

2009-06-27T05:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry baby let you wait for me the whole night, i didn't saw your message. Thanks for waiting for me to reach home safely every time. 29days to bb birthday.

And Martell Cordon Bleu for SALE! 1L, cap still seal up, new. For $210SGD. Cheaper then outside. If intrested please contact me through tagbox, with your name, email address. Will contact you for more info through email.

2009-06-26T23:34:00.003+08:00

i was being ridiculous, and baby you're so sweeeeet :)

went to the AGM event just now, after running reservoir, and we didnt bathe

ate after the talk, 5 chix wings, muahahaha.

started taking free poloriods, one with ogawa and karen , another plus fball guys and kayak guys,

both pictures are damnnnnn funny.

they started 'fucking' eeyore. HAHA

at first wanna run the reservior again, but ate too full.

one round about 5km. wasnt tired after the run cause i think too slow.

ahhhhhhhh. kampong ~~glam~~ glum tml. :( sian

2009-06-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

Still can't sleep, have a little fight with bb just now. for not guai, never listen to what you said. And 30days countdown to bb . I love you baby!

p.s. something wrong with my msn, blogger and my computer.

2009-06-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

last day of top table today.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my baby popcorn :(

my furry lil ball.

2009-06-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day! to all fathers and to me too, lols. Today went Pet Lovers alone while on the way back home from grandma house. Then bought a few stuff of Popcorn. A box of biscuit, a shelter for her to sleep, so she won't have to sleep at the toilet, but end up she still sleep at the toilet together with her wee wee and poo poo. And also a wheel for her to run, because the old wheel spoil. But end up i fixed back the wheel with a screw. Oh they goes my money flush down to the drain.

2009-06-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

you make me fall whenever i'm just a step away from heaven

you brought me from hell to heaven to hell again

i wish i could be flawless without any imperfections so that i can always be the perfect one to be loved by you

2009-06-19T00:56:00.006+08:00

Baby now in sleeping mode already, lying on my bed behind me. Today was a long day, wake up at 2. Baby came my house put all her barang barang at my house, she pack her stuff like staying for 3d2n. And now, my room is in a mess. Back to the story, we went Suntec then to Vivo. Went to pet shop to hunt stuff for popcorn. We bought a honey bridge for popcorn to chew and a packet of rasin. Then back home, the first thing she do is feed popcorn, today she look at popcorn more then looking at me. Tomorrow then upload the picture. Good night.

2009-06-17T01:06:00.003+08:00

Popcorn got serious body odour. What brand of bathing sand is good? How to get rid of the smell. Argh and now, my room stink. *CUT SHORT* Tired. Today baby was bitten by naughty popcorn, we had dinner together after floorball.

More of Popcorn's picture.

2009-06-15T18:54:00.006+08:00

Today was a long day. Firstly Happy 52 months anniversary baby! Went to Jurong Point. Since is our anniversary, plus i promise baby i will bring her go. So we set off to our destination JURONG POINT! It took us 1 and a half hours of bus and train ride to reach there, so fucking far.

After that we went to North Point, Pet Lover to buy our popcorn and stuffs.

2009-06-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

Baby came my house today, too tired to go out. Sleep until 4+ went Sakae Sushi eat buffet. After eating went my house again, rest, play some stupid facebook game then send baby home.

love cant be measured but it can be felt

2009-06-08T20:21:00.005+08:00

yest we went vivo and bugis gai gai

damn long since we stepped out of hougang + yishun area :(

eventhough we dont really mind spending days simply

robin pulled me to the curry fishball store at vivo the moment we reached the basement

he really PULLED me there. i was tugging behind as i already managed to resist the urge to eat ok

and he bought for me :)

hopped to a hokkaido fish market which sells many delicious looking bento.

and bin bought a longevity bun?!?! for sch today. lol

it's a packaged $2 choco bun.

and we ~~chiong~~ went up to the pet safari and decided to buy popcorn from that outlet cause there are nicely coloured hammies

no, we haven buy yet. HAHA

and then something happened and bin sayang me till i melted.

he's really sweet if he wants too.. i think

travelled to bugis and chiong to the pet lovers centre agian. HAHA

the hammies there look .... dead

not that nice, so we only bought bathing sand. strawberry scent

great, popcorn will smell like strawberry now.

went to Iluma. (me not noob anymore. hee)

and omg, there's a really nice and cute and huge japanese restaurant.!

been long since we pak tor.

bin's holidays are coming!! weee

my eye's still bruised :(

2009-06-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

my boyfriend,

had been with me for 4 years, 3 months, 3 weeks and 3 days

i've known him longer than that

we started on valentines' day, 10 pm

i hated him last time cause he did not give up on wooing me

loves talking to me in foreign language which i dont understand

enjoys going to every pet lover centre in singapore with me and stay inside v. long to see hamster's stuff, even though every shop sells the same stuff

sayang me when i am sad, angry or being ridiculous

have brought me to see his whole family, i supposed.

have more facial products than me

looks into the mirror more than me

is very fatherly when he talks about popcorn

stood by me after all ups and downs

BOUGHT ME CURRY FISHBALLS TODAY :D

loves candy empire.. i think

rubs his leg with the other leg when he sleeps -.-

bitches and gossip with me

wear ear sticks/studs when i dont even don anything

have lost to me in restaurant city. muahahha!!

loves watching san guo (i have not idea what the heck is this show)

watched the whole series of paris hilton and my new bff because i watched it.

and bitches with me about the ppl inside and do the onch and brit movement with me. lol

buy alot of food for me to eat when he have money

doesnt like me to use vulgarities

is very nice to hug

is psychic.! he knws what i am thinking

is supportive and understanding

his name is robin lau

and he loves me :D

2009-06-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

today i hug robin after 2 days, and i didnt wanna let go ♥

2009-06-06T07:55:00.006+08:00

oh man, it's not even 8 am

training starts at 1030

today, the girls are joining the guys for training

hope all goes well

have not run in like 2 weeks

i am feeling unwell, but still need to go

my job is to take care of my lil lambs today

from all the big preverted wolves haha.

anyway, melody and talleah will be heading down today!!

yeah....!!

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oh well, things didn't go well :(

1 ) mel didnt come.

2 ) i was running with the ball, and some guy rammed into me for the ball -.- and my specs dent till ... ??

AND THE SPECS IS ROBIN BUY FOR ME, around $300

oh my ..... don knw on which bday.

anyway, it was spoilt since day one. thanks to ck huh.

hence, made contact lenses already

ya. FINALLY. after donkey years

actually the reason why i dont wear contact is because my eyes are super sensitive

either that, or my hygiene really sucks (but who washes ur eye lids daily !?!? )

i had operated my eyes twice cause of 'pimple' growing inside,

hence, phobia of eye clinics. lol

i am feeling freaking uncomfortable now.

my specs are like tiltled and i have a orh cheh on my cheek bone

guys are so horrible

and i met robin today after 2 days!

and during the 2 days, i didnt spent a single cent. smart right

cause i am superrrrrrrr broke

i've been thinking of reasons why i am broke.

it is because i have been spending alot on food. lol.

AND, cab fares every wednesday for ssm

oh no, i need money

should i work with bao bao ?

2009-06-04T23:52:00.006+08:00

Thanks to the passerby, I'm back again to post.

passerby: if you really trust robin then you are stupid... he doesnt love you for who you are... outside he is going out with other girls

If you du lan with me, just come straight to me. Don't have to do all sorts of small action to provoke me. I not angry AT ALL! haha. Because bb believe in me more then you MR PASSERBY. Because i don't have other girl outside. And i totally don't have time of other bitches. All my time is for bb. So are you disapointed that your little action fail to make us quarrel? haha. Try harder next time. I with bb so long already, you think you said like this will affect our relationship. Sad to said that our relationship is as strong as a iron rod. So, so long sucker. And MR PASSERBY if you have guts please write YOUR BIG BIG NAME out. Because if you tag as a PASSERBY it will only make ME want to laugh at YOU. I been thinking of the whole day. I really think you have NO GUTS AND no BALLS. 你如过想找时奇，就来. Kau chari basar abe. If you want find trouble PLEASE come.

BYEBYE. Thanks baby for trusting me, I LOVE YOU. Thanks passbytoo, i know who you are. And MR PASSERBY i know who are you.

2009-06-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

a very horribly edited 'us' in rest city. omg, so ugly.

bin say this is couple tee -.-

instead of studying for acc, i editing this shit.

good luck tml. :(

2009-06-02T11:59:00.007+08:00

FROM THIS:

TO THIS :

NOW THIS:

i knw level still damn noob.

this is what i had been doing :( so no life

the previous one so messy. not like robin's so neat.

he always say i very messy

i think his handwriting is like even nicer than mine

ROBIN'S :

yest i did something naughty

made robin angry with me

sorry :(

oh, and my air con's finally fixed !!!!!!!!!

wooooooohoooo

no need sleep in suana anymore

2009-05-30T21:23:00.007+08:00

~~i am feeling confused~~

~~i knw i am selfish~~

~~i knw u want it so badly~~

~~so badly, that u did it behind my back~~

~~but guess what? when i found out?~~

~~the huge fight? the cryings? the suffering? the promised u ensured me?~~

~~all gone. forgotten~~

~~everyday, almost. you'll ask me.~~

~~i'll keep quiet, change the subject~~

~~you knw i wont allow, but i dont knw why u still ask.~~

~~why do u wanna pressure me into allowing u?~~

~~will it be genuine? will i be happy after that?~~

~~ask yourself~~

~~maybe u should get a better gf that do not control u that much~~

~~sometimes, i'll ask myself why i do not allow, am i being selfish.~~

~~yes, i knw i am selfish~~

~~but i knw u will regret it someday~~

~~art, what fucking art? it is rubbish.~~

rubbish on u. on u forever. forever

~~i will be embarrased if u have it~~

~~whether it is hidden or not~~

~~so what if my name is on ur hand?~~

~~does it means i will be yours forever only? ME only?~~

~~doubt so~~

~~show it to me instead. grow up~~

if u truely love me, you'll want me to be happy
if u truely love me, show it to me,
i do not need tangible evidences.
i do not need physical evidence to comfort myself that u really love me

it won't be true love then, it is lying to myself
i want love to be felt with my heart, not seen with my eyes
i want to be touched by u, like how u always did for the past 5 years
so touched, i feel molested sometimes

i knw u love me, i knw u want it. u are kiap in between ur short lived ' interest ' and ur 5 years partner
choose.
once and for all
thats what i want u to do
and let the decision stay forever.
be a man

i want a man, not a boy

~~a man that pamper me with things money cant buy~~

nv doubt my love for you, as it always had been true

thanks baby, i love you :)

2009-05-30T20:25:00.005+08:00

baby, i miss you :(

the holidays are here. not official, but to me, it is.

i have only one paper and ssm. have not even start revising

dad's running a marathon tonight, and he's flying over to msia soon (i donno when) to take part in another marathon.

wonder why ppl pay (quite a sum) to suffer ??

sorry babe, if my temper is getting worse, totally overcoming myself, controlling my emotions and my love for you

yes, times where i will go crazy

just thinking of one event from the past is enough for me to go cranky

i tried, to forget. but it's hard

i admit, i dont knw how.

i do not knw how to forgive and forget

i went through the hardest hardship anyone can go through in a rs

but, i am glad.

i am glad i have you, still

by my side

you are patient and nice

very patient actually.

and that's why i love you babe

you are my bf

i will like what u like, like who u like

hate what u hate, hate who u hate

you are mine, and that will be forever.

xoxo

2009-05-29T21:46:00.001+08:00

ugly girl + useless boy = perfect match

fuck u ppl, fuck off.

2009-05-29T18:22:00.005+08:00

when you wash ur body, wash ur hands too

2009-05-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

today's one of the worst day of my life

yest i asked him
" do you think our love is strong now, even after 4 years? "
" stronger than ever! "
" siao "

2009-05-26T21:34:00.005+08:00

oh god, save me.
i totally regretted choosing this damn course after several considerations.
oh man oh man
i have no idea what's life is gonna be like next time
why the fuck did i choose this when i saw someone else placing this.

i wanna transfer.!! argh
transfer to early childhood education
i want to be with kids, not with competitive ppl surrounding me all day

i am not mean, neither am i unfriendly
i am just not fake.
i dont go round licking ppl's asses all day
i dont go round pretending that i-love-you-more-than-my-mother-and-you-totally-rock-my-life and bitch the moment your back faces me
yes, i am surrounded with many of these ppl
i'd rather be a loner and do things alone than be excluded in meaningless conversations that i do not understand at all.

fuck my life. fuck ssm. fuck htm. fuck school.
oh ya, fuck tml !!!!!

2009-05-26T21:13:00.001+08:00

Haunted areas at TP

It was rumoured to have an indian worker binding wire inside a pillar but a colleague pour cement inside the pillar burying him in the process and they only found out when the whole building was almost completed. It was rumoured that the body is still inside the pillar which is believed to be somewhere in Block 18.

Engine block corridors from Block 18 were so haunted that guards wouldn’t patrol that area. A famous story told by a guard was he saw a student at a locker as he was patrolling and as he make an U turn few minutes later, he found a piece of newspaper on the floor with that student’s face he just saw. Only problem is that student was killed by a sports car at the bus stop few months back.

heng ar. business sch block 26

2009-05-26T21:09:00.003+08:00

choose a hospital wisely before admission.!

Do you know why New Changi Hospital (NCH) changed its name to Changi General Hospital (CGH)?
Because NCH stands for 'Never Come Home.
Now CGH stands for 'Can Go Home'. So business is picking up.

Singapore General Hospital (SGH) stands for 'Sure Go Home'!

National University Hospital (NUH) is also considering a name change.
It stands for 'No Use Hospital'!

What about Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH) ?
Not very good either. It stands for 'Tiam Tiam Si Hospital' (Always Die or Die Quietly).

2009-05-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

BABY SAID HE'S GONNA BRING ME TO SINGAPORE FLYER FOR DINNER ON VDAY (if there is) ON OUR 5TH YEAR ANNI :)

dont need la, eat buffet can already. HAHA

i need a break.
a break to get my thoughts straighten out
so many things need to be done
so many projects left untouched

presentation and test today
i think i did well. fairly better than year 1.
year 1 was total shit. i screwed everything
i m gonna work hard.
no more i think. i will.

bought a few items over the weekend and we are officially members of pet lovers centre :D
we bought bedding ($17) and toilet sand
still need 7/8 more items.

we 2 damn cute.
we were like first time parents fussing over their first child
we are buying so many unnecessary (i think) things and we even went to the library to search for books about hamsters -.-
HAHAHA

hamsters need to chew food cause their teeth grow continuously :O
and we learn the correct way of approaching the hamster.

guess after so much work we had done, it is not considered as buying on impulse right??

"role play" with xiao bin just now. HAHAHAHA.
i love you baby boy

alright, need to search for stuff for my waiter position on weds.
SIAN
SIAN
SIAN
SI BEI SIAN :(

Today, after the church service was over, my two year old granddaughter started to sing into the microphone. She said, "Here Nana, you sing". I picked up the microphone and proceeded to sing " Jesus Loves Me". She took the microphone back and said, "No he doesn't." FML

http://www.fmylife.com/

2009-05-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

today's floorball friendly was well, interesting
cat fight -.-

i am so dead
i have so many things need to be done
marketing test, presentation, roleplay on monday
i am so so so dead
die die die die

2009-05-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

終極三國 + 無間道

2009-05-21T22:43:00.009+08:00

Scratching my leg.

My leg was itch. I stretch my hand and scratched my leg. No longer itch anymore and I was able to carry on with my things.

http://dullestblog.com

2009-05-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

bb going eat dinner with her teammate. I'm so hungry and i miss bb badly.

1 old uncle at MRT, 打飛機! Scare other people don't know ar.

2009-05-19T20:31:00.003+08:00

Waiting of baby floorball training to end. Baby yesterday share alot things with me, those things that she kept inside herself. Baby you're my everything and i'm your everything.

How to get up, eat breakfast and get ready for work in 5 mins!

2009-05-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Just change the template skin, nice? And people please tag my new shoutbox, click on my nuffnang ads. For funds raising, not Sichuan earthquake but for my poor little popcorn.

You want eat macdonald or kfc?
Macdonald la hor, got free toy.

2009-05-16T21:27:00.003+08:00

FUCKING WEIRDO !!!

he: hii ( i knw him like 2 months ago at viwawa -.- ! and i only played few rounds with him. )

me: hi :) = who the fuck are u

he: hahas

nice to noe u!! (ya, said this after 2 months)

n wat u doing right nw?

Hahas

me: project. school one = can u pls fuck off, i am playing restaurant city, i rather wash the toilet bowl than talk to u

he:oic

hahas

did i disturb u?

me: no la. = obviously. u expect me to say yes?

he: okok

hmmm

which sch u are in?

me: temasek poly

he: oic

den u live near ur sch ar?

Hahas

me: not really.. half an hr journey

he: oic

me: u studying? = entertain u abit

He: okok

hahas

in ns?

hahas

- silence for 5 mins -

he: (ya again) where u live?

- never reply -

he : busy

me : sorry, punggol

he: okok

hehex

its ok la

u got bf right?

hahas what the fuck

me: ya

he: lol

okok

hehex

hmmm

u how old huh?

hahas

me: 18

he: okok

haha

lols

u eaten dinner le ma ??????????????????????

me: ya

he: okok

hehex

hmmmm

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U DUDE?

GO PLAY UR VIWAWA AND STOP DISTRUBNG ME MAN! :@

he: u and ur bf how long le

me: 4 years

he: :)

wow!!

thats long!!

hehex (i dont understand why he cant stop hehe-ing)

when will all these questions end :(

me: sorry gtg. rushing some stuff

he: ok sure

wooooohooooooo!

oh ya, and today some dragon boat guy help me carry things.

i dont even knw u.

why are guys so creepy man

2009-05-16T02:17:00.003+08:00

http://animalsaviors.org/furfarm.html
2,000,000 cats and dogs are sadistically skinned alive every year in China for their fur and left to die slowly in shock and excruciating pain. Stop them from doing this, which i also don't know how. For more information go http://animalsaviors.org/

2009-05-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 51st MONTH !!!

this month seemed a lil too slow.
maybe too little things are happening.
same all routine and cycle every week

i am getting so sick of school
glad i still have huna and co.

i almost got a shock of my life.
my laptop reformatted by itself
dont knw why suddenly so smart.
hope it wont happen again man.

oh, and ms ng's baby is superrrrrrrrrrrr cute.
and i cant wait for popcorn :(

we saw a hamster at hougang mall.
it wiggles it butt when it sleeps! awwww, so cute

2009-05-12T19:01:00.003+08:00

My poor little piggy didn't start the swine flu.

2009-05-10T19:38:00.002+08:00

i think i can only post once a week man.
no time and nothing to post also

monday - must wear formal ( + blazer, like dumpling like that)
tuesday - floorball @ night
wednesday- ssm :(
thursday - freedom (few hrs of sch)
friday - freedom ( " )
saturday - floorball
sunday - freedom

we have not go to the singapore flyer :( and night safari (got offer too!!!)
and we still need around 60 bucks to get the whole hamster thingy done
bedding - $17
food - $ 8
good food -.- - $3
bathing sand - $6
soap spray - $5
leash! - $5 ?
brush - $5

and most important POPCORN! - $23

popcorn is our hamster's name :)

LITING
from now onwards my post will be in red( so readers won't be blur)

2009-05-10T01:04:00.005+08:00

Baby thanks for the new look of our blog. Baby and me went to north point today and we were like walking in and out of the pet shop for more then 5 times. Budget tight so we only bought a hamster cage. So anyone want to sponsor me some money to get my hamster food and stuff... 10cents 20cents 1dollar 2dollar also can. Or simply click on my Nuffnang ads.

2009-05-09T00:48:00.001+08:00

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart

`Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls

And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all

And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I swear (I swear) by the moon and stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every (single) beat of my heart
I swear, I swear,
Oh... I ... swear...

2009-05-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

Swine flu, a more difficult enemy than SARS. 1) Swine flu seems more contagious
2) Patients of the swine flu is infectious before symptoms present itself
3) Flu tends to come in waves

Flu viruses are spread mainly from person to person through coughing or sneezing of people with influenza. Sometimes people may become infected by touching something with flu viruses on it and then touching thier mouth or nose.

The symptoms of swine flu
Fever, aches, chills, running nose, fatigue, vomiting, diarrhea.

Singapore
Three people issued with home quarantine order. A foreign resident and two to Singaporeans. All three are currently serving the order at home for seven days.

Singapore Health Minister Khaw Boon Wan said that the world was in for a long battle against Swine Flu and that Singapore may well be the first country in South East Asia to have a confirmed case given our global connectivity.

The 2 best preventive measures were (1) social distancing where those who were unwell avoid being in close contact with others, and (2) practicing good personal hygiene. However he reminded healthy Singaporeans to go on with their lives and take care of their bodies by cutting down on stress, eating and sleeping well and exercising

Singapore will raise its flu alert level from Yellow to Orange, the third level on the 5 colour scale.
At a press conference held on 30 April 2009.

Tamiflu and Relenza is a treatment for influenza and not a vaccine. So those who are not suffering from the flu should not take Tamiflu as it might in fact cause the drugs to be ineffective in the event of influenza.

Global update
As of 4 May 2009, there have been 590 confirmed case of Influenze A (H1N1) reported in Mexico (with 25 deaths), 226 in Untied States (with 1 death), 85 in Canada, 40 in Spain, 15 in United Kingdom, 8 in Germany, 4 in New Zealand, 3 in Israel, 1 in Austria, 1 in the Netherlands, 1 in Denmark, 2 in El Salvador, 1 in Switzerland, 2 in France, 1 in Ireland, 1 in Italy, 1 in Costa Rica, 1 in Columbia, 1 in Hong Kong and 1 in the Republic of Korea.

MEXICO CITY - Mexico on Monday raised its confirmed Influenza A (H1N1) toll to 26 deaths and 701 infected patients.

For more information,
http://www.cdc.gov/h1n1flu/swineflu_you.htm
http://www.swineflu.sg/
http://www.moh.gov.sg/mohcorp/pressreleases.aspx?id=21550
http://www.rafflesmedicalgroup.com/web/contents/Contents.aspx?ContId=1194

2009-05-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

Baby look so good in her formal. Can't sleep and i miss baby.

2009-05-03T23:25:00.001+08:00

My baby is very adorable, irritating and childish.

xoxo ROBIN

2009-05-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

hello :) been long since i had spare time
(ok maybe i had.. but spent it on hell's kitchen and restaurant city -.-)
finally finish my home work :)

sometimes, i feel that no matter how much each of us try
there eventually still will be quarrels
er, i dont really knw how to express my true feelings out
just wanna be happy

today, we went yishun
and we have decided to have lovelle now :)
as in... not get pregnant and let my daddy kill me
but.. to get a hamster :)
i am not some kind of animal lover,
i cried when robin left me alone at the animal show -.-

but, we really wanna have a hammie now :)
like... so fun. right?? i think so...

hope we are not buying it on impulse.
but not cheap ok. now we are alr damn broke, gonna get broker.
but nvm, will get a pink cage no matter what. hehehe.
oh, and we saw a leash for hamsters
I-AM-SO-GONNA-BRING-MY-HAMSTER-OUT-FOR-A-STROLL-IN-THE-PARK

then we went to the arcade and saw many noobs but they play till damn pro!!!!
we were like :O
i think they spend 80 % of their life there to be so good.

then we went bishan park to play swing and see saw
damn fun i tell you!
more fun than........... er........ watching tv. ( ???? )
then we robin decided the mosquitoes were too many and pulled me out :(

we stumbled along a trail of red ants
and were super fascinated by it -.-
by how they carried stuff and then....................
we 2 started squatting and spitting saliva to trap them (omg this is damn childish and unglam)
we were oblivious to some kaypo passerby and joggers that keep staring at us.
some were damn dumb and see what we were looking at.
oh well, robin is as childish as me.

and we solved the 'mystery' = what the ants were carrying
not gonna tell, go bishan park and squat there 10 mins and see yourself !!!
-.- haahahah.

OH, and pls help me click the ads (if ther is) so i have more money to fund lovelle's living expenditures. hehe

love, liting

2009-04-30T22:56:00.003+08:00

baby bought me a RED lipstick (for ssm) and a super-fragrant-but-not-lasting raspberry spray
and we started helping each other spray on each others head at the bus stop. haha

ssm this week was worse than last week's :(
i really have permanent muscle aches now.
and i am so sleepy and tired and dead.
so dead, i have natural smoky eyes -.-

i have not much time for robin now.
and i only talked to him less than 5 mins today
which is really little
he's at attachment now.
and i really hope his fucking attachment ends asap

i feel that we are drifting apart slowly and i am confused.......................
i dont wanna hurt you,
but....................
i dont knw man

2009-04-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

my bf is the cutest thing alive

2009-04-24T03:48:00.004+08:00

Oh my mother fucking day. Was like flipping, tossing and turning left and right on my bed for more then 1 hour and i just can't sleep, then baby not feeling well plus she sleeping. Don't dare to wake her up. Then i decided to go jogging since long time never exercise liao. Anyway "I WANT TO SLIM DOWN!". Came back after jogging etc and right now. I'm stuck down here... Still can't sleep, wanna change blogskin, perhaps make a blogskin myself. Saw a very cute video.

I want to have kid! Dam cute la.

xoxo ROBIN.

2009-04-22T20:10:00.005+08:00

3 days and i have learn and utilise my time ( and youth. LOL) more than 2 months of holiday

DAY 1

lecture in the morning.
went ajisen with robin , bao and mimi
went to into-to-counseling-psychology cds -.-
it was a freaking crapped 2 hrs of time
we went inside and made fun of all of our classmates, gving them nicknames, drawing them
and mimi gonna have sore eyes. !!! hahahha!
laughing and laughing till the teacher + students hate us :(
till 8 pm ok! and... bus home with zq and mimi

DAY 2

skipped as i couldnt sleep the night b4.
i woke robin up at 345 am, and ask him to go sch -.-
skipped lec. went alter dress and pants. meet paul. meet pras.
rushed back to collect altered pants. ruched to fball. didnt even have time to eat man
bin sent me home after fball.

DAY 3

well, boot camp was seriously... well, boot camp, military style
i think overall it was alright, other than the standing-8-hours thing

i was one min early. which was kind of considered late. but not so jialat.
and i was freaking lost, with... no friends :(
but some kind soul gave me stockings !!! :)

i have a bruise on my shoulder now due to the carrying of bricks (banquet style)
it was freaking heavy. till i wanna topple and die
but i still find it easier than the bottles

i had a relatively freaking hard time remembering all the diff stores for diff stuffs
really hope my job is to open the door.

the half an hour break seemed like 2 mins. i just sat down drank a can of water talk to robin awhile, and back-you-go
i didnt even had th mood to eat (surprisingly...) as we stand from 8 till 130 without seating at all. ok, maybe my grp had a lucky 5 mins seat

then met robin and ate. i saw chrystle chan!!! :)
ok not i saw, robin saw first. haha.

it does not help that i have training till 9 and reach home at 1030 either man.
training alr so shag. + ssm = shaggier ?!
and some people still dont understand the fucking situation i am in and have no sense of compassion

sian, tml got 9 am lec, cause i skipped tues lec. oh well.....

oh ya, and baby had been really really nice and supportive and encouraging and understanding
other than today, he keep saying me pig and laugh at my ugly bun. LOL
yest, he bought he rice and add rice somemore. ( then say i pig today -.- )
and meet me just to pass me the rice and send me home after floorball

oh well...... this is year 2's life.
half a year - 3 days more to go only what.
right?

2009-04-22T00:00:00.013+08:00

Special $10 Student Weekday Flight

Terms and conditions apply;
• Valid from 19 March to 29 May 2009 (Weekdays only). Subject to availability.
• Flash valid student card at Singapore Flyer ticketing counters only to enjoy offer. Fill up form with personal particulars.
• Excludes public holidays and block-out dates stipulated by Singapore Flyer Pte Ltd.
• No advanced booking is allowed. Walk-in ticket purchase only.
• Singapore Flyer Pte Ltd reserves the right to amend these Terms and Conditions without prior notice.
• Other Terms and Conditions apply.

I gonna bring baby go Singapore Flyer since got offer, haha. $10 so cheap, 不去bai不去. Baby been very stress this few days. SSM, floorball and calculus. Baby relax, breath in, breath out. Hope you like the chicken rice i bought for you. And Paris Hiltons my new bff is a MUST show to watch.
p.s. TP teacher are really nuts. TTYN!
xoxo ROBIN.

2009-04-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

I AM READY FOR BOOT CAMP AND CARRYING BRICKS.

to be continued.................

2009-04-20T22:40:00.004+08:00

I HATE SCHOOOOOOL !

i have no cds cause i have ssm on weds
so i cant take calculus.
so i need to travel from sentosa to tampines next sem
or take it while i am at year 3 and risk staying back for year 4.1
how great!

i have no friends

i need to wake up in the morning

floorball is just a burden now

i cant bun my hair

i donno how to bun my hair

i hate everyone and everything

i wont have anymore free time for robin

i do not wanna wear formal ( + blazer ) every monday

i do not wanna bun my hair and wear red lipstick every weds

i do not wanna go for ssm after floorball training the night before
cause like that, robin and me cant eat bbq chicken rice the night before till 11pm

i hate freddy phua chu kang, butterfly shen dian sia, wu gui bo shi, lao fu zi and da fan shu, some gay nerd, sergent dollah, that asshole green mr kiasu nerd, riana, shahidah, sebastian pang.
but love ah bao and mimi.

i hate this world.

i wanna burn down everything and die.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i just tried on my uniform
and the fucking tailor is so fucking cb dumb
isnt it basic logic and common sense that my ass is obviously larger than my waist.
my butt cant even get in the fucking pants.................................!!!!
what the fuck is this

LITING

2009-04-16T21:32:00.004+08:00

today bin finished sch early.
so we had time together :)
we went kovan to eat
and he bought my wang zai niu nai for me instead of his cranberry juice :)
so sweet of him :) thankee

tml going for the stupid jab with mimi @ amk
hope i wont cry or do anything stupid man

that day bin complained his practical lasts for 6 hours straight.
but it's not bad hor.
cause mine lasts for all motherfucking-day.
LOL. ( watch the video below if you dont get it)

mine lasts for 8 freaking hours.
it starts from 8am.
and guess what? I HAVE FLOORBALL TRAINING TH FKING NIGHT BEFORE

i end sch @ 6 almost daily.
i like dont have cds leh. why huh?
and sch starts @ 3pm on thurs, which is so.... i hate to use this word, but it is so..... lame.

life sucks.

big time

update : 9 and a half

2009-04-16T00:20:00.008+08:00

ok this is damn bo liao.
but super cuteeeeeee
i keep doing that to binbin
cause "it's a very good work out"
HAHAHAHAH!!

this is for robin to see.!
since he loves happy tree friends so much.
muahahaha

i don't wanna change class :(
still thought i can at least same class as someone.
but nope, no one :(
what.the.fuck.is.this.man.!

i was in the same class as my friend for full 6 years in pri sch.
so tell me now, what the hell is going on now!?!??!!?
i dont knw why, but this is like worse than .... last year. :(

and i need to get a vaccination.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!?!?!?!
and i haven even purchase my damn court shoes.
wtf wtf wtf
i am fucking broke and fucking pissed
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh !!!!

today, i travelled all the way down to airport to get robin his popeye's mashed potaotes and his fav sweet from candy empire
then went down to tampines mall
to get his fav nasi lemak.

at first wanted to go earlier, to visit tampines 1
but my horoscope says to avoid malls , as i am on a tight budget and should not be spending
as it is so right. lol
my horoscope knws my wallet better than i do!

after that, i pulled him to cp, eat ice cream.
hehehe. so cute. we were sitting at the entrance of mac eating and watching some weird children educational show
he said he wont buy that for our child
and i said i will send my child for tuition at like 6 months old or something

oh, and then we printed and laminated photos of us!!!!!!!!!!
to put @ wallet.
hehehheh. but it was freaking expensive. fucking woman. i think she cheat our money.
like more expensive than vivo's shop. :@

and why the hell is fb's restaurant city under maintenance now!? :@ x 2

and baby, can you stop singing those horrible hokkien songs that dont make any sense.
those songs are now stucked-in-my-head.!!!!

2009-04-15T00:29:00.003+08:00

Happy 50th months anniversary baby! Even thou we spend a very short time together today, but i very happy. I love fried chicken rice and black carrot cake but of course i love you the most.

3rd week of the month - AJISEN!
http://www.ajisen.com.sg/hokkaido.htm

this Thursday or Friday - Pizza
http://www.pizzahut.com.sg/whatsnew/homedelivery.asp

evening - Nasi Lemak set B, fish cake change egg, Assam Fish, Banana Leaf Prawn Otah, Chicken Wing.
http://www.leeweebrothers.com/otah.html

2009-04-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 50TH MONTH BABYLAU !

he calls it the " wu shi da shou "

he has sch :( and i have floorball,
so we only met after floorball... which is like 10pm ?!?

we spent our 50th month eating carrot cake (black one. lol) and fried chicken rice. -.-
even though we only met like less than 2 hours.
we are happy :)

i love you :)

and my damn lao kok kok phone is out of order.
great! now lao kok kok phone also no have :(

update update : 8 !

2009-04-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

he is so vain
he push me aside to zi lian ok!!!!

damn irritating.
take one pic also must shave moustach, change pants, style hair -.-

but very shuai.
heeheeheee

cannot let him win.
so must spoil his pic. muahahaha

oh, btw, i am in his shirt.
rest up at fb!

me having a very smoky stomach now :S

i want everyday to be like today :)

love, yuanyuan

to date : 7 & a half stick level up level up!!!! weeeeeeee

2009-04-12T02:18:00.000+08:00

Baby i love you.

2009-04-11T03:34:00.002+08:00

Baby i have love sick without you by my side. I want to see you! Auntie Irena get well soon. And i want to have lovelle with you. I want to get marry and settle down.

2009-04-11T01:53:00.003+08:00

didnt meet bin today
he has attachment today

he said something really sweeeeeet today.
thanks for being so understanding.
it melted my heart and left me staring at my phone smiling from my heart
thanks bb

love, yuanyuan

2009-04-10T01:46:00.005+08:00

I AM VERY HAPPY :)
met bin and his friends @ upper thomson rd today ate and walked with them for awhile

and baby is being very very baby recently
he says we had been uberly sweet and sticky
he said he was lovesick when i left -.-
and.... i love you :)

his sch's gonna start on monday :(
but it's ok, he says we will have more time then :)

my fav show now :D
on MTV @ 10 pm
~~but kind of watched some online. hee~~
I FINISHED THE WHOLE THING.!
LOVE IT

oh, and today's my pay day :) heeheee...

2009-04-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

i'm very happpy today :)

cause i knw my baby loves me truly, honestly and wholeheartedly

and he says he wanna be a daddy -.-

2009-04-07T02:25:00.004+08:00

this is so irritating.
why cant i just buy the damn onion in bulk!??!?!
:@

zhen fa's on tml !!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeee

oh, and we went marche yest
and got a free meal
let bin blog about the details. hehe

and we ate pastamania today :)

anyway, i'll be away for some dumb sportsleadershipcamp :(
bye!!!

and YOU, dont roar at my hubby.
bloody slut. fuck off.
far far away

2009-04-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

love is easy, maintaining a rs is hard.
a long term one? even harder

My bf,

- may not be hot to others, but he is the best in my heart
- is not rich, but hardworking
- made me cry, but he cry for me too
- hurt me countless times, but i hurt him too
- hurt me mentally, but i hurt him physically
- nv fails to comfort and repeat th same old thing during meltdowns
- gives in first whenever we quarrel
- still buys me my fav food after quarreling
- still smile, hug and kiss me after violence
- nv shout or throw temper at me until i get fucking unreasonable
- when he's left with $10, he'll buy me $10 amt of food for me

though many fucking things had happen.
i still love you, like 4 years, 1 month, 3 weeks & 1 day ago.

2009-04-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Falling in love is an addiction.
To leave or stay is your own decision and determination.

Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater.
If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.

So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shits.

xoxo, yuanyuan

2009-04-03T01:00:00.005+08:00

i'd watched the video below a thousand times,
i want nobody nobody but you. so addictive. haha
and this chick so cute hor?

april fool day was quite fun for me
not so fun for binbin. hehehehehe!!

had been meeting robin and huijie like almost daily
nth else in my life man

wake up, eat, meet them, floorball, wait for bin at night
that's about it.

and i am seriously very very very broke
bin, when then gv me expenses ????!?!?

2009-04-01T14:29:00.001+08:00

2009-03-31T02:04:00.005+08:00

this morning i trimmed my fringe myself by about less than 1cm
and robin noticed!!!!!
like so.... :O
sweeeeeetie :)

i am happy with the way we are now.
although it is not perfect, but i am satisfied and i hope it will last forever.
muacks..!!!

i am so deadly tired....

2009-03-27T00:25:00.003+08:00

i found out bin's latest silly and sweet plan on 31st march
he he he he he he!!!
silly boy

when you truly love someone,
you'll think what u are doing at the moment is nv enough

if you wander off too far, my love will get u home
if you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home

2009-03-26T00:23:00.008+08:00

we'll go through this tough journey together.

half a year of sorrow, 3 months of 'happiness'
these 3 months, i'd been forcing myself to let go & forget
it's been hard, endless nights of forcing and crying myself to sleep
waiting alone at nights, almost till 4 am every single night
and the occasional meltdowns, esp during those time of the mth

but, he had been patient, and loving
many times, i would complain to him he hadn't been spending time with me,
he dont love me, you are cheating behind my back (i say this like almost every hour, since 6 mths ago), yaddayadda.... the constant vivid & absurd imaginations i can come up with and naggings and craps
and he'll just repeat the same old thing (i dont knw whether it is true) and patiently sayang my head

i wouldn't say you're innocent, but you're different from other guys.
but it's because you love me, or maybe you are dumb??
but... to me, you are just very different.
in a very good way of course
cause, many times, when i want something, i will lau kai (whine) till i get it.
and seldom-ly i will be too much, and then, he will flare.

before this 3 months he promised, but he broke it again.
i did not tell any of my friends. not even th closest ones.
however, things had been GREATER than ever now.
and i REALLY REALLY SINCERELY hope this will last forever.
MANY things had changed in 2008
and during these 3 months, we had been working and slogging our butts out to mend this rs

one thing, maybe many ppl don't realize,
is, why i insist to wait for him every night
4.. or maybe 5 years ago.
we'll talk EVERYsingle night. (more than 30 mins)
it's like a routine for us. in this rs

slowly, during his n levels, he tuition. so lesser time
he started working after that.
then, we went into different school. so even lesser
and he got projects (everynight till almost 3 am)
sometimes, i'll wait eventhough i have sch the next day
and now, work

many times i skipped lectures, or even lessons,
to go to his hse, wake him up and pull him to sch cause he cant wake up -.-
i wouldn't say i am a very good gf either, but i really try my best to change. even now

baby, we went through thick and thin. the thickest and the thinest. everything
4 years 1 month 1 week 5 days
it had been hard, real hard.
but sometimes, lil certain things you do make me feel touched. so touched, i feel molested.

and i am really sorry, sometimes i am a total fucked up violent and vulgar bitch, i'll say real nasty stuff that you'll nv say to me in ur entire life
i am really sorry my temper is such an ass. ok maybe, i am th ass
but,no matter who's the ass (you or me -.-) i truly and deeply love u from th core of my entire bloody heart.

i dont need huge bouquets of roses or love quotes and poems all day long.
all i need, is a lil time from u and all ur heart and love from you.
i am willing to love you forever and be your ONLY companion till my last breath. 我爱你♥！

p.s. but can u give me cpr and grant me a few more breaths so i can say 'i love you' one more time?

x♥x♥, yuanyuan

2009-03-25T02:03:00.004+08:00

Sorry baby i lie to you again, i broke my promise again by being late for 1 hour. Sorry and thanks for waiting for me every night without fail. Baby recently been waiting for me whole day long, due to working. After holiday i try not to work, and throw you at home every day.
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2009-03-24T04:08:00.001+08:00

i am bored and lonely and sad and tired and sleepy and sian
:(

2009-03-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

i'd been doing absolutely nothing this holidays :(
went for grand hyatt buffet lunch yest. it was great! but i miss the or nee now :(
i saw the chef "tou chi" (secretly eating) =.=
i was behind him "excuse me, excuse me" (place food into his mouth) "excuse me, excuse me"
LOL, he still can pretend nth happen.
supposed to go shangrila's buffet lunch tml, but cancelled :(
i miss shangrila's and merchant court's dinner buffet
i miss seoul garden, zhen fa, garden hotel and hotel royal
and i misssssss scaring robin with the ~~way~~ amount i can eat at buffets

we went tm to eat just now after my training.
spend not alot of time with him, but it was enjoyable anyway :)
i misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss you
faster go home :(
and baby, your hair's cute!

2009-03-19T00:45:00.004+08:00

I know you don't want pick up my phone, but i want to know what problem are you facing, be it family, our relationship. Just tell me, i want to listen from you. I WANT TO BE YOUR LISTENING EAR NOW AND FOREVER. Baby stop keeping stuff to yourself, you have me, mimi, they all, don't you? Tell me, i really wish to know. You off your phone, don't want pick up my phone, don't wish to talk to me. But i know that you are crying, looking at our blog. Baby please pick up my phone. Lets talk it out. I don't wish to quarrel with you, i don't wish to see you drop tears.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her i will really listen to you.
Cause I know how it hurts i know how you feel, i really do.
When you lose the one you wanted i don't wish to lose you.
Cause he's taking you for granted sorry baby i took you for granted in the past.
And everything you had got destroyed sorry baby i destroyed your everythings, our relationship your family.

If you were a boy
Then girl you'd understand
You need to stop listening to your friends
Love, respect and trust your man

So I go to clubs with the guys
And sometimes flirt with the girls i won't flirt anymore, i promise.
I should be able to roll out
As long as I'm coming home to you
And give you the world

But you are not a boy,
So you don't have a clue (ey)
How I work and pay the bills
Girl and everything I do is for you (eh eh)

I'd listen to her i will really listen to you.
Cause I know how it hurts i know how you feel, i really do.
When you lose the one you wanted i don't wish to lose you.
Cause he's taking you for granted sorry baby i took you for granted in the past.
And everything you had got destroyed sorry baby i destroyed your everythings, our relationship your family.

If I were a Boy

If I were a Girl

I would turn off my phone

I wouldn't play games

Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone i want you to be by my side, i don't wish to be alone. I need you, i don't want to be in the world with you.

Girl you know that's wrong

I'd put myself first i will put you first, then anythings else in the world.
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'll be faithful, i will be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you are not a boy,
So you can't understand
You are not a perfect woman
And I am not a perfect man (with me, with me) i not a success and perfect man, without you supporting me behind.

I'd listen to her (eh eh)
Cause I know how it hurts (and I know how you feel)
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Said I'm sorry i know sorry is never enough without action.

It's a little too late for you to come back i know is too late, those things i done.

But I can't let you go i will never let you go.
Cause I'm too attached you're my everything, i'm too attached to you, nobody can break us apart.

If you thought I would wait for you i will wait for you.
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

2009-03-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU!
bunch of fakers
nbccb

2009-03-18T02:00:00.004+08:00

Sorry baby i broke my promise again. I didn't went to school to fetch you. I know i promise you lotsa stuff. I will get the book for you.
p.s. [L] Baby you are my period(?)

ROBINxoxo

49months and 4days. Ups and downs, quarrel over quarrel over and over. When then can i find happiness i really don't wish to quarrel with you over small things. I trying my best and to give in to you. But why still like that. But some time you are really too over. I admit that i do have fault too. But still, don't mean that you can fa bi qi zai wo, hot and cold. Baby why must you treat me like this, WHY? I really got alot things to said. But how am i suppose to said to you. I really don't like you to use the word "ji bai", and i don't you to smoke. Just like, you don't like me to have tattoo. You said smoking is your own problem, your own body. Ok, i want to have tattoo, is my body. Also not said i want tattoo is to haolian and show off to people, i love body art! So can you tell me why you want to smoke? Issnit the same. Smoking is not the way to forgot things, or to distress. Can you teach me how to proof to you that i not lying, when i really never lie. I really have lotsa stuff hiding, keping inside my heart. I don't know how to tell you.

2009-03-18T00:03:00.001+08:00

YOU'RE A BIG FAT LUMPY LIAR POK!

2009-03-16T20:12:00.002+08:00

about a month ago, we walk past some cake shop selling cartoon character cakes.
then robin turned and face me, and said :
" what's winnie without tigger,
what's mickey without minnie,
what's me without you. "

i was like o.O... ok.... you siao ar?

i had been playing his pet society's kukubaby these few days.
and it's getting boring-er and boring-er
i had even gave up on maple (totally) and viwawa.

i havent get those sessha pics from mimi and have not blogged about it
we ate @ jalan kayu just now
it's robin's holidays alr!
robin's fetching me form fball tml night :D
robin keep insisting to name his future son... LAU LI ( it's like so :S hahahaha!! )

2009-03-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

Baby Happy 49th month anniversary! I love you baby.

Can't wait to see you tomorrow.

2009-03-14T22:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 49TH MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we keep thinking tml then 14
so i got a shock when i found out during fball
(muscle ache damn jialat now.)

it's been a blissful month.
we didnt really quarrel at all, and i hope this will continue forever.

lets see what we had done

we went vivo (marche)
ate steamboat with his friends
he went my class chalet
sessha with my friends
and normal stuffs (like... sending him to sch??)

baby, sorry i didnt get u anything, not even a card.
(and we didnt even wear our rings)
sorry for demanding so much time from you
thanks for ur support and your listening ear.
though i may be naggy and irritating at times
you knw i love you..............
muacks, i hope we'll last forever.

& i hope i can snuggle with you everynight :(

yuanyuan

2009-03-13T01:45:00.004+08:00

Went out with baby and friends. sessha then went to drink at Clarke Quay. Baby i like to go out with you and your friends. Next time also go out with my friends ok? And baby said she addicted to kissing mimi. How? Die. Jialat. And baby so sweet lo, she took a cab to 266 just to see me for awhile. Sorry baby i make you lose face infront of my friends. I really regret letting you to smoke lo, keep pestering me for 1 more stick. Argh! Don't forget you promise you won't talk about smoking anymore if not treat zhen fan.

i wish upon a star

2009-03-12T01:29:00.006+08:00

i wish, i wish... i wish upon a star
sometimes, i wish i can say happily " i love my life " like how others can do it
however, it'll be so deceiving.

sometimes, i feel really tired of imagining things every min of my free time
i occupy myself with silly things and tire my self out
~~and i feel so lonely~~ damn shit

oh welllllllllll...............
i'm going sessha with bin and the girls ( + their bfs ) tml night.!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.!!!!!!!!!!
smoke smoke smoke!!!
i am so glad u are joining too!

and i regret saying 'yes' to some things when there are so many guai lan ppl there :@ argh!!!
so many things to do, so little time!!!!

and i have muscle ache on every inch of my bodyyyy!

I HATE MY FCKING LIFE!

sorry for the temper i threw
sorry for the tears i made you shed
sorry for not trusting you
i tried my best, but i really cant.
thank you for your trust.
thank you for your patience.
thank you for your love.
all i wanted.................................... was your time.

love, yuanyuan

2009-03-08T23:56:00.004+08:00

i wont let this relationship crumble when i painstakingly mend back things into place.
eventhough cracks and scars are visible at times,
we brushed it off and love each other for who we are.

4 years, 3 weeks, 1 day.

who would have thought we can come this far?
i didnt even think of anything THIS far when i said 'YES' @10 pm (ya, excatly)

people often ask me
"do you really love him"
"do you see yourself marrying him"
"wah! so long. how did u do it?"
"what makes this rs last?"

honestly, i have NO IDEA.
the only thing i'd say :
"the longer the rs, the more problems you accumulate and occur"

i forgive, forgave, forget, tried to, suffered alone, cry when i'm with him/friends/alone

our rs made through ALOT of obstacles,
many of it, no one knws, not even my closest friends.
it's a deep and dark secret
many diff dark moments in our rs, we made it through.

i've learned, not to love him too much,
so when i fall (again) , it'll be easier to regain (alone)

love, yuanyuan

i need a listening ear

2009-03-08T00:10:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i made baby irritated. he he he he he !!!
but he's really getting sweeter and treating me nicer than beforeeeeeeee
and i really really REALLY hope it'll last forever and everrrrrrr

just now we went to his ah ma hse.
and his ah ma n ah gong forced me to eat (which i was more than willing to)
hahahah!!

while i was removing my flip flops,
i rem those days when i had to remove my sch shoes
realising (once again) how long we had been together,
how long i had been spending my life with you.

and his ah ma said something about making him marry me.....lol
and bin send me a "i love you" while i was at the living room and he at the toilet =.=
i didnt see, somemore is he pass me my phone one...

and i went my ah ma hse to gorge myself with ben&jerry's :)

damn it, someone just hu at wahjong. byeeeeeeeee!!!

and baby, i love you, i really really do!

2009-03-06T17:01:00.003+08:00

yest, we geh kiang, sleep at 530
this morning he suppose to wake at 7
he still hao lian say can wake up

spam call his hse and phone until i give up and sleep back
i spam like 20 mins non stop, and he still can sleep peacefully -.-
while i m @ my bed cursing and swearing non stop, spewing profanities non stop

so his mummy called me @ 9 +
so i hobbled to his hse lor, what to do right?!!?
~~then pull him to sch~~ he pulled me to his sch. hahaha
he say like holding a dead body's hand

and my whole face is like ----- D.E.A.D
like-worse-than-chalet-face
(but still take photo -.- )

so we ate mac and i go back home lor -.-
played wajong till now.
i.am.dying.of.hunger
and.i.have.a.splitting.headache. :(

ya, i wake him up EVERYSINGLE DAY (and rush to his hse to pull him out of bed if he cant wake up)
and i wait for him EVERYSINGLE night when he has school/work/crap/AND WATCH MIDNIGHT MOVIE WITH SOMEONE. HURMP!

yuanyuan :@

2009-03-06T02:11:00.005+08:00

BABY!!!!! I.AM.SO.SORRY.! AND I LOVE YOU

i used to think couple blogs are cheesy/corny/disgusting
but, somehow, i think it's useful to record down all the memories and times we spent together
at least we dont type retarded love quotes everyday and twit every single fucking word

oh, and my facebook is finally back (after creating a new email -.-, cause the other kana ban :( )
and my name = tingtongbell in viwawa.
wahjong! here i come .... huat ar!

baby, you still make my heart flutter and melt whenever i see u. muacks ♥
i love your touch, your scent, your kiss and you!

x♥x♥
yuanyuan

2009-03-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

Popcorn chicken and koloyoh.
I really hate it when you scold me. And i didn't do any shameless thing behind your back. And i really never lie. I just want to be happy with you. You know how hurtful is it, to hear your love one shout or scold you. And i really regret to be with her, and i seriously never contact her anymore. I add those people is by people you may know, i never flirt.

2009-03-03T01:17:00.004+08:00

oh my "Buddha", fuck lo my phone drop, don't die please. I promise i won't drop you ever again. I promise. Fuck that LooksGood, drop 1 time SPOIL! Nabei chao. And baby now at chalet so good lo, and i'm stuck at home staring at the computer screen. Baby i miss you. And baby going sesha with her clique. Ladies night, argh. I also want to go.
p.s. Baby have fun at the chalet. Not i shy don't dare to talk, is just like chicken communicate with duck.

2009-03-02T00:12:00.005+08:00

Didn't go Henderson Waves, cause raining and tired. End up we did something special today. We have Sukiyaki steamboat and watch James Bond with baby and Johnny and co. First time baby with my clique together eating steamboat, so HAPPY! And not i want to haolian, my cooking skill really dam good. And baby and me spend $30 plus on the steamboat, fuck!@#$ 说好save money, end up le... My today allowance, baboom! gone. Sorry baby i so not sweet, i will improve want. p.s. Sorry to those peeps i never jio. And sorry baby woke up late, never go KFC eat breakfast. I LOVE YOU.

Sukiyaki recipe
Soya Sauce, aka aka
Japanese rice wine, also aka aka. Or can go NTUC buy those Sukiyaki Sauce.
Water
Sugar
Orion
Udon
Chicken Stock
Chicken
Bacon
Tofu
Golden Mushroom
Seaweed
Fishball, hotdogs, tau pok... (only found in our steamboat, lols.)